I want a song about my life growing up. A song about the challenges I had to go through just to make it. As a childhood going into adulthood. Growing up quickly. Not being able to be happy a normal kid. That life was taken from me. Throughout the years I would struggle. With finding love . Happiness because of my trauma as a child. Slowly loosing people after people. That were close. Anyone that would give me recognition. I slowly loosing myself . My joy , my happiness. Because it was all taking away. I live life also questioning. Everyone and every choice. Handling every struggle that came my way. My life has always been challenging for me. But I never fail. I never give up . It’s not in me. I don’t have that option. Even all I’ve been through. I still believe in faith that one day I will truly be happy. As I was ment to be.