Weak 2

My thoughts have officially won me over.

I feel so weak.

My thoughts have 100% taken over my body i can no longer push it down im accepting it now.

Ive been betrayed so many times that i didnt think theres anyone on my side or that i trust-100%.

It’s sad but it’s true.

I dont trust anyone! But you.

When you hold me I feel a type of embrace.

So comforting.

Something about when he looks at me makes me feel flustered and hot.

I’ve never been so tempted in my life and some parts of me want to go against everything I stand for.

I know it’s flirtatious play and nothing serious but I can’t help but think, maybe.

I hate that I feel like this towards you.

Everytime I see you something in me just wants to end my relationship now and pursue you.

I know I just feel lust towards you but the way you grabbed me, lifted me, had me feeling something I haven’t felt in a long time.

Your touch is something that I can’t get out of my head.

I want you

I need you

Since I’ve met you, I’ve experienced something I never thought I would ever get or even deserve.

You have to be the most amazing person I’ve ever met in my life!

Your smile I CANNOT get outta my mind.

I can’t wait for the next time I get to see you and be held again by you.

And when you kiss me I feel nothing but love and butterflies.

I’ve never met anyone that naturally and unknowingly gets me out of my own head.

I’m fighting demons and when I’m near you I can comfortably relax from all the drama, thoughts and memories I suppress, deep inside. I fell in love with you without even knowing you.