[Intro]
You said, “Give it time”
So I gave you every day
But something in the silence
Tells me you're already halfway gone
I keep replaying every moment
Looking for the day it changed
[Verse 1]
I know I made mistakes
I wasn't always there
Took too much for granted
When you needed me to care
Now your answers keep getting shorter
“Fine,” “okay,” “maybe later”
I keep reading every message
Trying to find what changed between us
Maybe I deserve the distance
Maybe I pushed you away
But something in the way you look at me
Says there's nothing left to save
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe this is my undoing
Maybe I deserve the blame
But I can feel you disappearing
And nothing feels the same
[Chorus]
I'm waiting for my doomsday
Waiting for the signs
Watching every message
Reading between the lines
I'm waiting for my doomsday
I can feel it getting close
Maybe nothing's really happening
Maybe I'm the one who knows
[Post-Chorus]
Doomsday, doomsday
I'm waiting for my doomsday
[Verse 2]
Then I saw his name again
Lighting up your Instagram
You said, “It's just reels we send”
But I've seen more than that
Longer words than you give me
Conversations I can't see
Every time I ask about it
You get angry, hide the screen
Maybe he's just someone talking
Maybe it means nothing at all
But why do you have so much to say to him
When you barely talk to me anymore?
I tell myself to let it go
Then I think about it all night
Every little word gets louder
Every silence feels like a sign
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm not saying you've betrayed me
I don't know what this means
I'm just tired of feeling guilty
For asking what I see
[Chorus]
I'm waiting for my doomsday
Waiting for the signs
Watching every message
Reading between the lines
I'm waiting for my doomsday
I can feel it getting close
Maybe nothing's really happening
Maybe I'm the one who knows
[Bridge]
Maybe I broke us slowly
Before I knew what I had done
Maybe every little failure
Made you look for someone else
I keep going through the memories
Trying to change what can't be changed
Would you still look at me the same
If I'd done things differently?
I used to fear the ending
I used to beg you to stay
Now I've waited for it so long
I don't know what I feel today
Maybe numb is just my shelter
Maybe feeling less is safe
[Final Chorus]
I'm waiting for my doomsday
Waiting for the signs
Watching every message
Reading between the lines
I'm waiting for my doomsday
Waiting for the sky to fall
But I've been waiting so damn long
I don't feel it anymore
[Outro]
You said, “Give it time”
I did
And somewhere in the waiting
I stopped feeling the same
Maybe doomsday already came