It's always the same
You walk out, then I follow
You brought me alive then shoved me in the ground
(Back down we go)
Death loop in my bedroom
Taking all kind of drugs to erase you
Now I'm floating in clouds
I don't see a thing, fog is hugging my existence
Maybe that's the best place for me to be.
Muffled screaming
I don't even want to know.
Days go on
What are you still standing here for???
I've heard all of this before
I can't listen to you anymore
I'm not here to help you no more
What a shame
To this day
Torture me until l forget
("What did you do to yourself?!")
Beat me the way you like it
the best.
Shape my mind into your own
Make me adore you again
(Just for the fun of it)
Who do you want me to be?
"No, actually what do you want from me???"
Am I allowed to breathe?
Or should I shut my mouth for you?
Grit my teeth and smile for you
Pull the strings and I'Il dance for you
Shatter the glass and convince me to walk with you,
hand in hand,
Claiming it's the best for me.
("Do you hear yourself?!")
It's always the same
You brought me alive then shoved me in the ground
Death loop in my bedroom
Now I'm floating in clouds
I don't see a thing, fog is hugging my existence
Maybe that's the best place for me to be.
Days go on
What are you still standing here for???
I've heard all of this before
I'm not here to help you no more
What a shame
To this day
I can't feel
Drugs in my system
What are you scheming this time...
"This is just too much for me... I'm sorry, but I have to go..."
I wonder how you still sleep at
night.