i sat in a dark room surrounded by loud silence
my intrusive thoughts win every battle i’m in
with my back up against the wall
never felt so lonely before
i try to drown out my uneasiness with substitutions
nothing seems to do the trick
when the anxiety creeps in, i start to feel sick
never felt so lonely before
i search for a remedy for my broken soul
God please keep me close
in this horror called life
never felt so lonely before
i wish to find myself in my peace
connect to my trauma
become a healthier beautiful person
cause at the end of it all
i've never felt so lonely before
one day my brain will really be my safe space
i won't need to worry about what others think
a man will waltz my way
and i won't be so lonely as before