[Verse 1]
I learned to smile too soon
In rooms that stole my name
Small shoes by the doorway
A heart that held the blame
I grew up on silence
On fear I couldn't show
Carrying my shadow
Wherever I would go
[Pre-Chorus]
Then I heard a candle crack
Then I heard my own small cry
Like something old in me
Was waking up inside
I kept one hand on pain
One hand on the door
Then you came softly in
And I wanted more
[Chorus]
I am a Jew
(I'm still here)
I am a Jew
(I'm still here)
After all the dark
I can breathe now, dear
I am a Jew
And I'm still here
[Verse 2]
I found the old words waiting
In a language I could trust
Hands above the challah
Ashes turning into dust
I traced each letter slowly
Like a road back home
Not to erase the hurting
Just to not walk it alone
[Pre-Chorus]
Then I heard a candle crack
Then I heard my own small cry
Like something old in me
Was waking up inside
I kept one hand on pain
One hand on the door
Then you came softly in
And I wanted more
[Chorus]
I am a Jew
(I'm still here)
I am a Jew
(I'm still here)
After all the dark
I can breathe now, dear
I am a Jew
And I'm still here
[Bridge]
Not every wound is gone
Some nights they still arrive
But now I know my name
I know I get to live
I pour the wine, I break the bread
I let the blessings land
A little peace on trembling hands
A little joy in my own hands
[Final Chorus]
I am a Jew
(I'm still here)
I am a Jew
(I'm still here)
After all the dark
I can breathe now, dear
I am a Jew
And I'm still here
I am a Jew
And I'm still here