Like I’m not

Like I’m not

HypeTiger214

Lyrics

[Intro]

Don’t turn on the light

Don’t turn on the light

[Verse 1]

I say my prayers with my makeup on

Ask to be good, then I leave it undone

Your hand finds the cross hanging off of my throat

I tell you to stop like I don’t want you close

The hallway’s quiet

Nobody knows

I came here clean

I still closed the door

[Pre-Chorus]

Don’t make me choose

Not under that light

I know what I came for

I know what I’ll be tonight

[Chorus]

Kiss me like I’m holy

Ruin me like I’m not

I want both

I want both

If everything’s permitted

Why’d we lock the door?

I want both

I want both

I want heaven

I want more

[Post-Chorus]

I want both

Don’t make me pick

I want both

Don’t make me—

[Verse 2]

Morning can have the girl who behaves

She’ll put on the face, she’ll remember to pray

But night knows the name of the girl underneath

The one who gets everything and still wants to leave

Nobody’s coming

Nobody can see

So why does my body

Keep pulling from me?

[Pre-Chorus]

Don’t call it love

Don’t make it clean

I opened the door

You didn’t make me

[Chorus]

Kiss me like I’m holy

Ruin me like I’m not

I want both

I want both

If everything’s permitted

Why’d we lock the door?

I want both

I want both

I want heaven

I want more

[Post-Chorus]

I want both

Don’t make me pick

I want both

Don’t make me—

[Bridge]

No footsteps coming

No one at the door

No hand from the ceiling

To stop me anymore

So why am I shaking?

Why can’t I breathe?

I got what I wanted

Why won’t it leave me?

[Break]

If I can have it

Why can’t I keep it?

If I can choose it

Why does it feel like this?

[Final Chorus]

Kiss me like I’m holy

Ruin me like I’m not

I want both

I want both

If everything’s permitted

Why can’t I let you go?

I want both

I want both

I want heaven

I want more

[Final Tag]

I want both

I want the morning

I want the door

I want heaven

I want more

[Outro]

I want both

I want both

Don’t make me pick

I already did

Details

GeneratedAug 28, 2026

Duration3:44

LanguageEnglish

Style

Dark hypnotic female alt-R&B. Midtempo 808 heartbeat, close-mic vocal, sacred choir cut on “ruin,” aching hook.

Credits

Prompt by

HypeTiger214

ModelAria v5.5

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