(Verse 1)
I scream into static, the echo don’t answer,
Trapped in a mind like a slow-spreading cancer.
Friends turned ghosts, love turned smoke,
God’s on mute, and the devil just spoke.
I light a match, but the flame won’t stay,
Hope’s just a joke in a voice that decays.
Lights go out, but I see too clear,
Nothing left but the buzz in my ear.
Pour it up, drown it down, fade to black—
If I die in this void, I ain’t coming back.
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(Pre-Chorus)
Every sip is a prayer in reverse,
Every night’s just a little bit worse.
Digging my grave with a bottle in hand,
Lost in a place no one understands.
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(Chorus)
I’m spiraling out in a silence so loud,
With demons for friends and shame like a shroud.
No light at the end, no reason to pretend—
This bottle's the start and it's also the end.
I tried to fight, but I lost that war,
Now I’m just drowning, wanting more.
No rope, no hope, no voices to call—
Just bottles and black holes and watching me fall.
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(Verse 2)
The mirror don’t lie but I still avoid it,
That face ain’t mine, it’s something distorted.
Sold myself for a moment of peace,
But it came with a leash that’ll never release.
Fake laughs, real shakes, numb at best,
Woke up screaming with pain in my chest.
A parade of pills, a choir of shots,
Each one a ticket to a place I forgot.
I ain’t healing, just hiding in haze,
Each drink buys another few days.
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(Bridge – Screamed / Spoken)
Is this all I am?
Just a whisper in rot?
A ghost with a grin in a world I forgot?
I scream in the dark but it just says “cheers,”
So I toast with the void and swallow my fears.
I called for help, but the line stayed dead,
And the silence laughed while I bled and bled.
No messages, no missed calls—just static,
My life's not tragic, it’s goddamn cinematic.
Spiraling like smoke down a black-lit drain,
Each bottle uncorks more venom and pain.
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(Breakdown / Alt Rap)
I used to dream, now I just drift,
Used to feel real, now I just shift.
Drown in the couch, choke on regret,
A Netflix haze and cigarette.
Forget your prayers, forget your lies,
I'm knee-deep in rot, where the good part dies.
The screen’s my god, the buzz my friend,
I scroll for life that will never begin.
And nobody knows, and nobody sees—
They think I’m fine ‘cause I said “I'm okay, please.”
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(Final Chorus)
I’m spiraling out in a silence so loud,
With demons for friends and shame like a shroud.
No light at the end, no reason to pretend—
This bottle's the start and it's also the end.
I tried to fight, but I lost that war,
Now I’m just drowning, wanting more.
No rope, no hope, no voices to call—
Just bottles and black holes and watching me fall.
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(Outro)
So here’s to the nights I forgot my name,
To the cuts, the lies, the endless shame.
If I vanish, don’t follow, don’t cry, don’t chase—
I’m already lost in that black, bitter place.
And the bottle…
It knows me best.
And the void…
It knows the rest.
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