BLOOD ON MY HANDS

I felt it coming—

I didn’t stop.

Sirens in my skull won’t fade

Every thought misfires, decays

No restraint, no second guess

Every step adds weight to this

Jaw locked tight, vision splits

One more spark and I commit

I don’t stall, I don’t stand back

When it snaps—I SNAP

Heart hits hard like broken drums

I don’t run—I overcome

I crossed the line and kept my pace

Now I live with what I made

There’s blood on my hands

And it won’t wash out

Every choice I make

Still screams it loud

There’s blood on my hands

I won’t justify

If this is the cost—

I PAY IT IN KIND

Skin torn raw, nerves exposed

Every step just overdosed

Hands shake but I still swing

I don’t feel pain—I feel NEED

Spit and sweat, vision blurred

Every scream comes out slurred

If this body hits the floor

I’m taking something with me—

MORE

(Hard cut / dead silence)

THERE’S FUCKING BLOOD!!!!!

(full scream, blown-out)

NO WARNING

JUST BLOOD

(overlapping screams)

(half-beat choke)

I FEEL RAGE!!

PURE RAGE!!

(higher, tearing screams)

(slam – half-time)

I JUST KEEP MOVING

WITH BLOOD ON MY HANDS

(underlayer: wordless, animal screams bleeding through)

I used to fear what I’d become

Now I just own what I’ve done

No disguise, no alibi

This is mine—I won’t deny

I don’t recognize the face

Staring back when I break

If this is what I became

Then don’t say my name

No absolution left to find

No clean exit, no rewind

If I’m lost beyond repair—

(hard cut)

BLOOD ON MY FUCKING HANDS!!!!