The plea

After all these years together and the babies after the memories and the journey we still have to go why did u brake me so ……. I used to picture us old hand in hand and now all I see is shadows…I could see what I wanted our life to be….but now all I see is empty space avoid that’s bleeding all of me…..baby please why did u do this to me…..
The smiles I used to wake up just to see leave me feeling hollow why why why 
Did I do something so wrong or is this a avoid in you that u needed to fill 
Is it the love I fail to give is it the way I feel too deep the way I center my existence around the smiles I need to see where did I go wrong I was so young and I fell so hard I can’t bare this empty inside of me baby please please tell me why what made u hate me 
I want to return to the days where we held each other and it felt so right 
The cold shutter that leave us feeling so confused 
Has razor sharp edges 
The cut so deep I can’t sleep 
Awake at night with no one in sight 
The longing that is inside of me 
Only knows your name 

jazz