Intoxicated

Been awhile since

I talked to myself

Been awhile since

I thought about

Putting some words on a paper

Been in a deep thought

Thinking to myself

Have not really been wanting

anyone around

Not trying to sound depressed

Just been pressed

Mmm

Yeah yeah

Just been

Involved

But also

Feeling like a nobody

Wake up the next day

Feeling therapeutic

Sitting at the bar

Being very observant

Crossing out all the X’s

New year new me

Am i inspired

Or feeling over clouded

Just know deep down inside

I have an amazing life

Depending on the situation at hand

Either feel tremendous

Or extremely bad

Depending on if it’s dark or clear

Make sure at the end of the night

I never drive back home

Ain’t really been in the mood

To do anything

Been spending sometime at the bar

Talking to the bartender

Crazy how the world works

When I first met her

No where near love at first sight

Definitely was not in love

Just say we alright now

Oh you thought I was

Gonna say I’m in love with her

Nah

Nah

Nah

Not at all

Just getting to know each other

One tiny dislike

Going away

Per bar visit

Who knows though

I been

Just been

Involved

But also

Feeling like a nobody

Wake up the next day

Feeling therapeutic

Sitting at the bar

Being very observant

Crossing out all the X’s

New year new me

Am i inspired

Or feeling over clouded

Just know deep down inside

I have an amazing life

Depending on the situation at hand

Either feel tremendous

Or extremely bad

Depending on if it’s dark or clear

Make sure at the end of the night

I never drive back home

So you never know

A hate ship to a friendship

Mmm

Some go to therapy

Some make a confession

I just put words on paper

I been

I been

Ooo