Been awhile since
I talked to myself
Been awhile since
I thought about
Putting some words on a paper
Been in a deep thought
Thinking to myself
Have not really been wanting
anyone around
Not trying to sound depressed
Just been pressed
Mmm
Yeah yeah
Just been
Involved
But also
Feeling like a nobody
Wake up the next day
Feeling therapeutic
Sitting at the bar
Being very observant
Crossing out all the X’s
New year new me
Am i inspired
Or feeling over clouded
Just know deep down inside
I have an amazing life
Depending on the situation at hand
Either feel tremendous
Or extremely bad
Depending on if it’s dark or clear
Make sure at the end of the night
I never drive back home
Ain’t really been in the mood
To do anything
Been spending sometime at the bar
Talking to the bartender
Crazy how the world works
When I first met her
No where near love at first sight
Definitely was not in love
Just say we alright now
Oh you thought I was
Gonna say I’m in love with her
Nah
Nah
Nah
Not at all
Just getting to know each other
One tiny dislike
Going away
Per bar visit
Who knows though
I been
Just been
Involved
But also
Feeling like a nobody
Wake up the next day
Feeling therapeutic
Sitting at the bar
Being very observant
Crossing out all the X’s
New year new me
Am i inspired
Or feeling over clouded
Just know deep down inside
I have an amazing life
Depending on the situation at hand
Either feel tremendous
Or extremely bad
Depending on if it’s dark or clear
Make sure at the end of the night
I never drive back home
So you never know
A hate ship to a friendship
Mmm
Some go to therapy
Some make a confession
I just put words on paper
I been
I been
Ooo
