Just Surviving You

Verse 1

Every night I lie awake in silence

While my heart is screaming out your name

I’m the only one still trying in this love

While you look at me like I’m to blame

I keep holding pieces of a broken home

Even when they cut into my hands

I give you everything I have left in me

But you don’t seem to understand

Pre-Chorus

Still I stay, I don’t know why

Even when I’m barely holding on

Hoping maybe you will change someday

Before everything is gone

Chorus

I’m just surviving in this love we made

Breathing through the pain I can’t escape

Smiling while I slowly fall apart

In a story where I lose my heart

I’m tired, but I can’t walk away

Scared of what tomorrow brings my way

So I stay here breaking piece by piece

In a love that never gives me peace

Verse 2

I’ve learned to cry without a sound

So you won’t notice I am drowning

I search for us in faded memories

But all I find is emptiness surrounding

I built my world around your name

Even when it slowly tore me down

Now I’m just a shadow in your life

Waiting to be noticed somehow

Bridge

How long do I keep pretending

That this is where I’m meant to be?

When loving you feels like losing

Every part of me I used to be

Final Chorus

I’m just surviving in this love we made

Fighting through a life that starts to fade

But now I see the truth I tried to hide

I’m disappearing deep inside

So I’m learning how to let you go

Even if it hurts more than you know

Because loving you shouldn’t feel like pain

It’s time I choose myself again