I scream your name
Yell loud as hell
I pound my fists into a wall
Watching Sheetrock as it fell
If life was for me
I must be blind
Because anyone i love leaves me behind
I'de die tomorrow if it meant i could rewind
Back to a sweeter time of mine
Ohhoh
Mhmmhmm
You left and i didnt get to say goodbye
I walked these streets wondering why
Why the fuck did this shit happen
It forced my heart to freeze and blacken
Im trying like hell to to get me back again
But it seems like love wont allow for it to begin
I lost my air to breath, my only friends
And terrified ill never see them again
Chorus
Ive walked across the ledge of hell
My whole life
Lord please show me somethin real
That tells me why im even alive
I love and i give and i give until there's nothin left
Being here without you keeps me on the edge of choosing death
If i had a choice between this life or my kids
I'de surrender my last breath
Ive been bullied
Ive been abused
Sexually and emotionally
I became a custom
Its nothin new
I'm a survivor
Its all i know
But ive never lived my life feeling so damn low
Somethings are better
But i know how low life can go
You aint never felt real fear
With in your soul
Till you're sleeping on a cold hard ground
Body feeling like ice with half your side down in the snow, oh
Your forced to go against everything you've known
And if your scared at all
You dont dare start to let it show
Chorus
Ive walked across the ledge of hell
My whole life
Lord please show me somethin real
That tells me why im even alive
I love and i give and i give until there's nothin left
Being here without you keeps me on the edge of choosing death
If i had a choice between this life or my kids
I'de surrender my last breath
tiffythepope
