[Verse 1]
I put the kettle on, forgot the cup
Found an old receipt and read it all the way up
Opened one tab, then the whole room multiplied
Now I’m fixing something that I never even tried
[Pre-Chorus]
My mind keeps taking side roads
While my body’s standing still
I can lose an afternoon
Then climb a mountain for the thrill
[Chorus]
I’m not lazy, I’m a weather system
Changing every minute, but I’m still here in it
Some days I miss the mark, some days I fly
I’ve got a thousand little sparks behind my eyes
If I disappear, I’m finding my way through
I’m learning how to make a life that fits me too
[Verse 2]
Three reminders on my phone, one buried in a dream
The laundry’s doing circles like it’s running out of steam
I hear the smallest sound beneath the biggest conversation
Then lose the thread completely at my favorite explanation
[Pre-Chorus]
I can’t always choose the doorway
Or the order of the stairs
But give me something real to chase
And I will meet you there
[Chorus]
I’m not lazy, I’m a weather system
Changing every minute, but I’m still here in it
Some days I miss the mark, some days I fly
I’ve got a thousand little sparks behind my eyes
If I disappear, I’m finding my way through
I’m learning how to make a life that fits me too
[Bridge]
So I write it on my hand
Set an alarm for the alarm
Leave my keys beside the shoes
Make a map of where they are
And when the day gets loud again
I don’t have to call it failure
I can start with one small thing
And let the small thing pull me later
[Final Chorus]
I’m not lazy, I’m a weather system
Changing every minute, but I’m still here in it
Some days I miss the mark, some days I fly
There’s a thousand little sparks, and they’re mine
If I disappear, I’m finding my way through
I’m learning how to make a life that fits me too
Yeah, I’m learning how to make a life that fits me too
[Outro]
The kettle’s cold, the morning’s new
One small thing is something I can do