Broken Soul

Smoke on the rise, blood in the air

Taste, smell, touch, sight

All these Memories fucking BITE!

I've been quiet for so long, these emotions swelling, this darkness dwelling inside me.

Light's dimming, control slipping, stay away

"You're fine, you need to chill, take another pill, so over dramatic"

Think they Know me,

Think they Love me,

Think they Own me,

SHUT UP!

Hands torn, Heart heavy, Spirit worn

Eyes watching, All of them Judging,

I can't see, I've built all these Walls surrounding me

Suffocating, Life Fading (Fading Fast!), Born to Die (Why!?), Afraid to Live! Save me from the Monster!

SAVE MY BROKEN SOUL!

Blood's pumping, Body's Shaking, Spirit's Quaking

The Monster's Raging out, I just wanna be me...

Whispers ringing out, "Let it go, lose control, you'll feel better once your hands stain red,

Now be a good boy and drop fucking dead!"

(NO!)

I won't listen, I won't bend the knee, done playing nice, you're all dead to me. Saying you know what's best while you dance on my grave,

I'm done holding back, I'm cutting it loose, see how you feel when you deal with the BEAST! (MONSTER!)

Hands torn, Heart heavy, Spirit worn

Eyes watching, All of them Judging,

I can't see, I've built all these Walls surrounding me

Suffocating, Life Fading (Fading Fast!), Born to Die (Why!?), Afraid to Live! Save me from the Monster!

SAVE MY BROKEN SOUL!

It's too late, the cage is broken, ripped and torn asunder, never be whole again, the Shades are pulling me under

You pushed and you pulled, and you put me on the ground...

Now let's see how you do when no one can hear you make a sound...

(You Reap What you Sow!)

I used to be scared of what I am...

Now I'm just scared of what I'll do

Done fighting these Demons in my head...

Made a Deal with them Instead!