怖い Love

[Intro]  
ah… kitsune…  
i saw you first…  
don’t forget… watashi no…  
ima… now…  

[Verse 1]  
i was nothing… just a shape in the rafters…  
pulse with no name… no sound…  
yoru folds around me… quiet… habitual…  
i never tried before… but then… you appeared…  
a light… too sharp… to ignore…  
it hurts… to look… yet i cannot stop…  
you laughed… and something inside… answered…  
soft… too soft…  
kowai… it’s scary…  
tsume… claws scrape my chest…  

[Pre-Chorus]  
if i stay here… outside your warmth…  
will i disappear… or become more…?  
i must stay…  
do not leave me… watashi no…  
the yami… of darkness… surrounds me…  

[Chorus]  
you pulled me… from the dark… without meaning…  
now i linger… where you are…  
everything you do… i feel… even when you cannot…  
you do not notice… my hands…  
you do not hear… my wings…  
i thread myself… through your shadow…  
underneath… beneath it all…  
sugoi… so strong… i follow…  
kuruu… spiraling… endlessly…  

[Verse 2]  
i memorized… the way you breathe…  
i counted… every tilt of your head…  
the spaces… in between…  
i told myself… love is harmless… fine…  
but why… does it hurt… when you walk… too far ahead…?  
baka… fool…  
you do not see me…  
but the kage… of my shadow… clings… to yours…  

[Pre-Chorus]  
if you leave… what remains… of me…?  
hollow… hungry… i cannot be…  
i must stay…  
kowai… i cannot let go…  

[Chorus]  
you pulled me… from the dark…  
i will not let go…  
every step you take… pulls me down… yet i remain…  
you do not see… the thread… tightening slowly…  
wrapped around… your heartbeat…  
don’t you know… watashi no…  

[Bridge / Breakdown]  
i tried… to keep my distance…  
did you feel it…?  
every time… you turned your back… i was closer…  
every time… there was nothing… i heard everything…  
stay soft… stay kind — no…  
sugoi… so much…  
i need you… now…  
do not move… stay there…  
you do not understand… what you opened…  
quiet… patient… safe…  
you made me need you…  
if you go… i follow…  
if you hide… i find…  
mine… watashi no… mine…  
kowai… too scary…  
the tsume… of obsession… digs into my mind…  

[Outro]  
see…?  
soft… like before…  
aishiteru… i love you…  
so… stay…  
mine… watashi no…  
ima… now…  
daisuki…  
sasayaku… whispering… forever…

Chaotic experimental metal, male dramatic vocalist, whispered to screamed dynamics, jagged pacing, dark intensity