I wish I never met you

I would like a song about being in a relationship with a narcissist who thinks they can do no wrong. I want it to describe how I held him down from day one and he watched me struggle doing it. Questioning how he could let me work three jobs while he played the game all day. Explaining how he was ungrateful, selfish, a liar, and a cheater. Despite this I still love him and wish him nothing but the best. How it’ll hurt to see him move on so fast. How you never thought he could leave you like this and abandon you in your time of need. Feelings of never should’ve given him a chance. The sex wasn’t even good. He was broke and a bum. All while he chose his friends and mom over his girlfriend. All he had to do was listen, love, and be selfless but he couldn’t even do that. It’s debating and unfair. I still believe in love and believe that the person who will treat me right is out there.