Rainy drops

I hear the birds are chirping as a peck in the grass bells are ringing for Sunday morning mass at the beach the wind is blowing yes blowing through your hair. You turn to me as if you say you don’t really care what oh what have you done to my brain and why do the teardrops fall like the rain? I should be so happy that you’ve gone away so why do the teardrops always rain? People say it’s cloudy when it’s a sunny day what what have you done to my brain? Am I living or am I dead all these memories dancing in my head what? What have you done to my brain? Why do these tear drops fall like the rain