My 11:11

I said I love you first, standing in your driveway late at night. And that’s what makes this hurt, because of me you only remember the worst.

And I hate this, I hate it ended so ugly, I made it this way. We danced in the rain, laughed till we cried, drove till the gas ran out. Memories tainted by my own name. My 11:11 goodbye.

Every memory haunts me, like a bad movie.

What once felt like heaven now feels like hell.

Stolen moments linger, but the truth cuts deep,

I have to let go, even if it rips me apart .

And I hate this, I hate it ended so ugly, I made it this way. We danced in the rain, laughed till we cried, drove till the gas ran out. Memories tainted by my own name, my 11:11 I’ll say goodbye.

I should have put you first, not third. I had the nerve. To leave you alone. Create your fears and insecurities.

Every part of you, a piece where I hide.

Your flaws were my compass, your love was my light,

Now I stand on this edge, surrendering the fight.

Every heartbeat echoes,

Whispers of a love, now lost in the night,

Echoes in my heart, dimming the light.

Words I never meant to say, actions I never should have done twisting the blade,

Here I stand, broken, by the choice I made.

We had different versions to end the fight, and that’s alright, tonight I know I’m the bad guy.

With every glance, you stole my breath slow. I know now I love you so.

We danced in the rain, laughed till we cried,

But now I wear my heart like a tear-stained disguise. My 11:11 I say goodbye.

Every heartbeat echoes,

Whispers of a love, now lost in the night,

Echoes in my heart, dimming the light.

Words I never meant to say, actions I never should have done twisting the blade,

Here I stand, broken, by the choice I made.

And I hate this, I hate it ended so ugly, I made it this way. We danced in the rain, laughed till we cried, drove till the gas ran out. Memories tainted by my own name, my 11:11 I’ll say goodbye.

And oh, I’ll cherish the night we laughed till we cried, the talks till the dawn in the car driving down the road

You’ll forever be a part of this journey I’ve drawn. I owe it all to you.

But love’s not enough when the hurt’s on repeat,

Though I miss your embrace, I must continue my own pace

So I’m letting you go, my love, don’t you see?

It’s the hardest goodbye, but it sets us both free.

I’ll carry our memories, tucked deep in my soul,

Learning to love from a distance; this is my role. My 11:11 I say goodbye.

I’ll carry our memories, tucked deep in my soul,

Learning to love from a distance; this is my role. My 11:11 I say goodbye.