Want To Be Me

I don't know why I'm crying or why I feel so sad

These should be the best years I've ever had.

Life has come down crashing crashed around my head

There are bad days I won't get out my bed

Why are my eyes always sad and wet

I try my hardest but I never win the bet

I want to be happy I want to be free most of all I just want to be me

I dream of the days warm with summer haze

Dream of being happy I want to be free.....but most of all I just....want to be me

It's lonely being me constantly walking around

Walking in circles don't want to be found

What is the point of existing just like this

It hurts me when I think of everything I missed

Is it my fault life is passing me by

I sit and talk to God up in the sky

He doesn't listen never shows me a way

So I just keep.walking trying to get through each day

I dream of the days warm with summer haze

Dream of being happy I want to be free.....but most of all I just....want to be me

I dream of being happy lord I want to feel free............just for once I want to be me