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To whoever finds this—don’t cry, just read

I ain’t lookin’ for pity, just tryna be freed

I tried to hold on, I swear that I did

But the voices got loud and the light always hid

Tired of masks and fake “I’m fine”

Tired of sleep where I still rewind

Tired of waking up just to fall

Tired of pretending I feel at all

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My ribs been cages, my smile’s a lie

I count my breaths and still ask why

You say I matter—then walk past

I scream in silence, but it don’t last

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This is my $uicide letter

Ink like tears on torn-out skin

If I vanish, will they remember

The boy who broke but held it in?

This world chews soft hearts to bone

And leaves the dying all alone

So if you find this—know I tried

But I got tired of being alive

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Mom, I’m sorry—I wanted to stay

But pain don’t care how much you pray

I wrote this with hands that shook like leaves

Hope you find peace when I finally leave

To the friends that drifted, I get it, it’s fine

No one likes ghosts that cry all the time

To the mirror—I hated you most

You showed me someone already a ghost

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I wore my pain like quiet clothes

Smiled in rooms that never froze

But inside, I drowned each day

A scream that never found a way

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This is my $uicide letter

Ink like tears on torn-out skin

If I vanish, will they remember

The boy who broke but held it in?

This world chews soft hearts to bone

And leaves the dying all alone

So if you find this—know I tried

But I got tired of being alive

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If there’s a God, tell him I knocked

But the door stayed shut, and the clocks all stopped

If love exists, I must’ve missed

That chapter in the script I kissed

Tell the stars I wished on them

Tell the sky I dreamt again

Tell my shadow thanks for staying

Even when I wasn’t praying

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So here it is—my last goodbye

Not for drama, not for pride

Just a letter soaked in ache

From a soul that couldn’t fake

I hope someone reads and sees

They ain’t alone in tragedies

But as for me, this is my song

I’m sorry it had to take this long