So So Suicide

(Verse 1)

You can’t face your demons,

You can’t bear to look ’em in the eyes.

You can’t hide behind a mask,

Though you damn well can try.

You point the blame like a loaded gun,

Say I’m the one who crossed the line.

But every scar that’s on your hands,

Ain’t a single one of mine.

You feed on fear and gasoline,

Strike a match and call it truth.

Try to drag me in your hell,

Like I’ve got something left to prove.

You want blood, you want a war,

You want someone crucified.

But I won’t be your martyr,

Just to feed your wounded pride.

(Pre-Chorus)

You push me to the edge again,

Say I’m the villain in your head.

But I won’t let your broken rage,

Paint my conscience red.

(Chorus)

It’s a so so suicide,

Trying to get me to pull the trigger.

It’s a so so suicide,

I’m not gonna turn into a killer.

It’s a so so suicide,

Tryna tear my soul in two.

It’s a so so suicide,

But I won’t pull the trigger on you.

(SO! SO! SU-I-CIDE!)

(Verse)

You talk in circles, venom tongue,

Twist the truth till it obeys.

Play the victim, wear the crown,

Of your self-inflicted flames.

You carve my name into your blame,

Like I’m the ghost inside your head.

But every word you throw at me,

Just proves what you never said.

You want a riot, want a spark,

Want me raging at your side.

But I won’t be your weapon,

I won’t be your alibi.

You keep begging for a war,

Like it’s something you can win.

But I won’t let your darkness,

Pull the trigger from within.

(Pre-Chorus)

You shove the barrel to my chest,

Say, “Do it — end the pain”.

But I won’t let your twisted voice,

Run reckless through my veins.

(Chorus)

It’s a so so suicide,

Trying to get me to pull the trigger.

It’s a so so suicide,

I’m not gonna turn into a killer.

It’s a so so suicide,

You can scream it till you’re blue.

It’s a so so suicide,

But I won’t pull the trigger on you.

(SO! SO! SU-I-CIDE!)

(Guitar solo)

(Bridge)

You want me violent,

You want me cold?

You want my heart,

Turned black as coal?

You want a monster,

You can blame?

You want my hands,

To wear your shame?

But I won’t break,

And I won’t bend.

I won’t become,

What you pretend.

You fight your war,

I’m walking free.

Your “so so suicide”,

Ain’t fucking killing me.

(Chorus)

It’s a so so suicide,

Trying to get me to pull the trigger.

It’s a so so suicide,

I’m not gonna turn into a killer.

It’s a so so suicide,

You can scream it till you’re blue.

It’s a so so suicide,

But I won’t pull the trigger on you.

It’s a so so suicide,

Trying to get me to pull the trigger.

It’s a so so suicide,

I’m not becoming your killer.

It’s a so so suicide,

Tryna tear my soul in two.

It’s a so so suicide,

And I won’t pull the fucking trigger.

No — I won’t pull the trigger on you

(SO! SO! SU-I-CIDE!)