[Verse 1]
Rust on the swings we carved our names in
Grass-stained knees
We thought we'd never bleed
Polaroids curled up in a shoebox
Every faded face still staring back at me
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep driving past that dead-end street
Like it's some door I forgot to keep a key
[Chorus]
These are the ghosts of the playground
Running circles in my head
All the kings of the cul-de-sac
Now shadows
Now silhouettes
I trace their names on the window
Watch them melt into the sky
I'm learning how to say goodbye
To the good days that survived
[Verse 2]
Cold phone calls
Numbers that don't answer
Empty chairs around the holiday table
I say their jokes out loud to fill the silence
Hear my father's laugh in my own unstable
[Pre-Chorus]
Every birthday candle burns so fast
I taste the wax and feel another year collapse
[Chorus]
These are the ghosts of the playground
Running circles in my head
All the queens of the cul-de-sac
Now shadows
Now silhouettes
I trace their names on the window
Watch them melt into the sky
I'm learning how to say goodbye
To the good days that survived
[Bridge]
Was I ever that fearless?
Or just too young to see the end? (oh)
Now the mirror wears my parents' faces
And I'm counting every friend
If time is a tide
I'm just standing
Knees deep
Letting it rise
Let the cold come
Let it take me
I'm still holding their younger eyes
[Chorus]
These are the ghosts of the playground
Running circles in my head
All the hearts we thought were bulletproof
Now stories I re-tell in bed
I write their names on the window
Let the rain erase the lines
I'm learning how to live my life
While it’s slipping out of time
[Outro]
One more lap around that playground
In my mind
They're still alive
I walk away
I turn back once
And I whisper
“Thanks for the ride”