I was a man

Verse 1
God, I used to have everything, I was a man,
I was a dad with a plan, tryna give what I can.
Had a family, a home, had a reason to stand,
Now I’m homeless, all alone, just dirt on my hands.

I’m not doing good, Lord, my mind ain’t right,
Thoughts scrambling loud every day, every night.
I don’t know who I am if I’m not providing,
Built to protect, now I’m barely surviving.

Hook
I was a provider, I was holding it down,
Now I’m lost in the silence of a nowhere town.
God, I’m calling Your name from the floor I’m on,
I’m still breathing somehow, but I feel long gone.

Verse 2
I was taught be a man, carry weight, never break,
Put food on the table, put a smile on their face.
Now I stare at the sky, asking how did I fall,
From having it all to just praying I don’t stall.

My heart feels heavy, my head stays loud,
I feel invisible buried deep in a crowd.
If I ain’t a provider, then what am I worth?
God, teach me who I am before I knew the hurt.

Hook
I was a provider, I was holding it down,
Now I’m lost in the silence of a nowhere town.
God, I’m calling Your name from the floor I’m on,
I’m still breathing somehow, but I feel long gone.

Bridge
Maybe I’m more than the things that I lost,
Maybe You’re working even through the cost.
If You still hear me, don’t let me go numb,
I’m broken and tired, but I’m still Your son.

Outro
God, I used to have everything… now I’m just alone,
But I’m knocking on Heaven like “Please, bring me home.”

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