Waiting

I felt the heat rise up in me, kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wandered out where you can’t see inside my shell I wait and bleed.

I felt the heat rise up in me, kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wandered out where you can’t see inside my shell I wait and bleed.

I wipe it off on a tile. The light is brighter this time.

Everything is 3-D blasphemy

My eyes are red and gold

My hair is standing straight up

This is not the way I pictured me

I can’t control my shakes

How the hell did I get here?

Something about this, so very wrong

I have to laugh it out loud

I wish I didn’t like this

Is it a dream or a memory?

I felt the heat rise up in me, kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wandered out where you can’t see inside my shell I wait and bleed.

Get out of my head cause I don’t need this

Why didn’t I see this?

While I’m a victim Manchurian Candidate

I have sinned by just making my mind up and taking your breath away.

I felt the heat rise up in me, kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wandered out where you can’t see inside my shell I wait and bleed.

I felt the heat rise up in me, kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wandered out where you can’t see inside my shell I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

You haven’t learned a thing I haven’t changed a thing. My flesh was in my bones. The pain was always free.

You haven’t learned a thing I haven’t changed a thing my flesh was in my bones. The pain was always free.

I felt the heat rise up in me, kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wandered out where you can’t see inside my shell I wait and bleed.

I felt the heat rise up in me, kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I wandered out where you can’t see inside my shell I wait and bleed.

And it waits for you!