Smells like lean spirit

loaded up on drugs, all my friends are dead

She's a monster in my bed her eyes glowing red

All the things she said all the things she said she wished I was dead she wished I was dead

sky turns green on devils night

Chasing echoes, what’s wrong feels right.

Lost in the haze of a tragic affair,

Can't escape the weight of all of my despair.

Beneath the surface, she laughs so sweet,

A siren's song, my heart skips a beat.

But in the moonlight, her true form glows,

A paradox of love, nobody knows.

All the things she said, haunting late at night,

Torn between the shadows and the fading light.

Her beauty turned to ashes, left my heart to bleed,

She's the dream I can't chase, oh, my heart's plead.

Verse 2

Loaded up on pain, bitch do your cocaine

She drags me deeper, yet I can't let go,

Caught in her web, where madness won't show.

She wished I was dead she wished I would die

All the things she said she made me cry

Running in cycles, my head's in a spin,

With every heartbeat, I feel the skin thin.

All the things she said, they'll never go away,

Mixin' grief with the highs, paint my soul in gray.

Maybe in another life, we could've had bliss,

But she's a monster in my bed, lost in the abyss.

If paradise is lost, then hell is my home,

It's a beautiful trap, but I’m doomed to roam.

Caught in her spell, I can’t break free,

Her haunting laughter is all I can see.

So here I linger, where shadows play,

Longing for light in a world gone gray.

All the things she said haunt me every night,

A ghost in my heart, fading out of sight.