Dear God

dear God 
I don't want to die.
I'm not ready to say goodbye. 
there wasn't enough time for me 
to become who I wanted to be.
please God I'm not ready to die. 
there's so many things left to try.
if this is the end of my time 
please God tell me why? 
why was my life filled with such pain?
what kind of wisdom did I gain? 
if anything it drove me insane. 
please God could you explain? 
explain why I existed at all? 
why the harder I tried the further I'd fall? 
only to have to relearn to crawl.
please God do you recall? 
do you recall my my purpose here? 
was it to know my dear friend fear? 
if there's a heaven does fear live there?
please God are you there?

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