[Verse 1]
I bled in silence, stars above me
Felt the cold hands of the night
The world grew dim, my soul was rising
Floating past the city lights
My heart stopped screaming, just stillness calling
No more pain, no more fight
But just before I reached the silence
I heard a voice cut through the sky
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[Pre-Chorus]
"You don’t belong here, not just yet
The story’s not done, the sun hasn’t set"
Then I was falling through the clouds
Back to the scars, back to the sounds
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[Chorus]
Heaven doesn’t even want me
I’m still alive
Thrown back in the fire
With a reason to survive
Torn and reborn, I’m crawling through the storm
If I’m meant for more, I’ll become the war
Heaven doesn’t even want me
So I’ll make hell terrified
[Drop – monstrous, stomping, distorted melody]
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[Verse 2]
I woke to sirens, blood on my pillow
But something lit behind my eyes
A burning question, a second echo
Why did I survive this time?
The mirror’s shattered, but I see clearer
A girl who lived despite the lie
If I was spared, then I will matter
I’ll be the fire they can’t deny
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[Pre-Chorus]
"You don’t belong here, not just yet
Your greatest days you haven’t met"
I stitched the pain into my skin
Turned every loss into a hymn
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[Chorus]
Heaven doesn’t even want me
But I’m not afraid
I was made to break
Then rise another way
Torn and reborn, I’m stronger in the storm
If I’m still alive, there must be more
Heaven doesn’t even want me
So I’ll make earth shake
[Drop – glitchy, heavy, soul-tearing drop]
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[Bridge – soft, whispered vocals building into fury]
They told me I was nothing
Now I’m thunder in the rain
I wear my scars like warnings
For every ghost I’ve slain
The light refused to take me
But the dark became my crown
You don’t get to end me
I’m just getting started now
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[Final Chorus]
Heaven doesn’t even want me
But I own this breath
Dancing with death
On the edge of regret
Torn and reborn, I’m rising in the storm
If I’m here again, I’ll rewrite the end
Heaven doesn’t even want me
So I’ll live like a god instead
[Final drop – epic, cinematic, strings and choir over massive beat]
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[Outro – fading voice, almost ghostlike]
Still here… still breathing…
You didn’t break me…
I’m not leaving…
JonnyOnit
