Streets layered in grime , citys overwhelmed with insidious crime, just catchen the bus is a ridiculous time. Triggered by the sad faced kids ,in a bad place, straw foil, man this is raw soil, growing up in a place where there's no loyal , so heartbroken just roaming these beats , every car on two wheels , spray paint these walls outa reach, a message for the broken ,battered and burned , never experienced a safe place or had family to turn,
Emotional heartache, tears flow from a hard place
The fears sown through years thrown, Away,
Too fake love and lies told for my sake
So my goals could break molds but fate holds
To late for hates cold grip to let go
I've seen middle class students , turn to the underground, not for survival then for what, is what I wonder now, should have ran from this life ,
No place to sleep ,abondoned at night, could have slept indoors with your mommy and dad , thought drugs where cool ,till your taken dick for the bag,
So sick that I'm sad , this world doesn't care if your hip or your bad, go from homecoming, to coming home from the hospital, od , me ?no that's impossible,
Emotional heartache, tears flow from a hard place
The fears sown through years thrown, Away,
Too fake love and lies told for my sake
So my goals could break molds but fate holds
To late for hates cold grip to let go
It's been a couple years since I saw your face , lines deep from living life in this fuckin place, fuckin taste of chemicals you can't erase , can't fall back into the cycle, just one hit in I'm gone ,flipped like a psycho, grippen a rifle, barrel in my throat, asking for forgiveness, can I ever win this mental battle is my penince . Thought I payed my due with my last sentence, labeled me as a white menace .
Emotional heartache, tears flow from a hard place
The fears sown through years thrown, Away,
Too fake love and lies told for my sake
So my goals could break molds but fate holds
To late for hates cold grip to let go