Trying

Yeah…

Late nights, quiet room…

Mind too loud

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I don’t know, I don’t know what’s goin’ on inside

Don’t know what’s runnin’ through my mind

Feel like I’m lost but I still try

Smile on my face but it’s all lies

I don’t know, I don’t know where I’m supposed to go

Heart feel heavy, movin’ slow

Tryna fight it but it won’t let go

I’m here but I feel so low

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Staring at the ceiling, thoughts spinning in a loop

Tryna find the answers but I’m stuck without a clue

Voices in my head, yeah they louder than the truth

Tell me I’m okay but I don’t believe the proof

Walking through the day like I’m stuck in disguise

People see me laughing, they don’t see what’s inside

Got a million questions, no replies

And every time I breathe it feel like I’m barely alive

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I been drowning in silence, can’t even explain

How you feel everything but still feel numb to the pain

Try to talk but the words don’t come out the same

So I write it in a song, hoping someone can relate

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I don’t know, I don’t know what’s goin’ on inside

Don’t know what’s runnin’ through my mind

Feel like I’m lost but I still try

Smile on my face but it’s all lies

I don’t know, I don’t know where I’m supposed to go

Heart feel heavy, movin’ slow

Tryna fight it but it won’t let go

I’m here but I feel so low

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Some days I’m okay, then it hits me again

Like a wave outta nowhere, I’m sinking within

Tryna hold it together but I’m losin’ my grip

Every thought feel sharp like it’s cuttin’ my skin

I don’t wanna break but I feel so close

Carryin’ this weight that nobody knows

Tryna find peace but it never shows

So I keep it inside and I play my role

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If you hear this song, just know you not alone

We all fight battles nobody’s shown

Even in the dark, yeah we still hold on

One step at a time till the pain is gone

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I don’t know, I don’t know what’s goin’ on inside

Don’t know what’s runnin’ through my mind

But I’m still here, yeah I still try

Even when it hurts deep inside

I don’t know, I don’t know but I won’t let go

Even when my heart feel cold

Maybe one day I’ll finally know…

Till then I’m just tryna grow

(FADABLACKS…)

A.i medic run this!