It's Back Again

Verse 1

Arms feel heavy, skin still raw,

The marks are fading, but I want more.

A pull I can’t shake, a fire inside,

I tell myself no, but it won’t subside.

Verse 2

Quiet moments, I try to rest,

The urge creeps in, I can’t protest.

Hands move before my mind can speak,

The relief is hollow, the silence bleak.

Chorus 1

It rises, it fades, then comes again,

A storm inside I can’t contain.

Arms may heal, but the feeling stays,

A storm that follows me all my days.

Verse 3

I lie in bed, trying to sleep,

The itch returns, it digs in deep.

Every scar a story, every scratch a lie,

I fight the feeling, but I can’t deny.

Chorus 2

It’s back again, this need I hate,

The itch won’t leave, it decides my fate.

Relief is fleeting, but the fire stays,

A cycle I can’t break, it haunts my days.

Bridge

I tell myself no, I tell myself stop,

The craving’s endless, it won’t drop.

Temporary calm, then the need returns,

A loop of pain, the way it burns.

Chorus 3 / Outro

It rises, it fades, then comes again,

Arms may heal, but the scars remain.

The cycle returns, the itch persists,

A quiet war that leaves its prints.