Tearfall

My chest feels tight I feel sick head feels light tears want to come but they won’t fall till I let it all out I’m sorry for loving too much my heart is open in my chest love is scary it can give so much happiness but also so much pain I don’t know what I should do I’m just here on my knees begging you please don’t leave your all I have ever wanted all I have ever needed but I’m too much cause too much problems I’m scared of losing you of the pain of the future without you I don’t know if I would be able to go on I’m sorry I’m doing my best I’m only human im not superhuman like you tho I wish I was all I want is to be by your side