

Prompt / Lyrics
Verse 1 I’ve been numb in the glow of a holy sign Neon prayers in the back of my mind They say change or you’re wasting time But I’m still me in a different light I’ve been dancing with ghosts I know Every sin got a voice, it shows If I let the old me go tonight Will You still want what survives? Pre-Chorus I don’t wanna die just to feel reborn I don’t wanna bleed for a crown of thorns If You’re calling me into something new Don’t erase the proof I made it through Chorus I don’t wanna sacrifice my soul Just to say I’m finally whole If You wake me up, don’t take my face Don’t bury me alive in grace Wake me up—I’ve been asleep too long Still hearing my past like a favorite song If this love is real, don’t let it break Everything I was to who I am today Verse 2 I see heaven in the distance now But fear still got me on a leash somehow They told me pain means You’re close to me But I’ve been hurting faithfully I don’t want a faith made out of fear I don’t want a mask just to stand right here If You’re truth, then look at me I’m still fighting what You see Pre-Chorus I don’t wanna fake a resurrection Just to earn a new reflection If You’re healing me, do it slow I’m scared of what I don’t control Chorus I don’t wanna sacrifice my soul Just to say I’m finally whole If You wake me up, don’t take my face Don’t bury me alive in grace Wake me up—I’ve been asleep too long Still hearing my past like a favorite song If this love is real, don’t let it break Everything I was to who I am today Bridge (low, prayer-like) God, I’m tired of running in circles of light Afraid of the dark, afraid of what’s right If You change me, don’t make me disappear I just wanna live, not vanish here Final Chorus (lift, echo) Wake me up—don’t bury me awake I’m not perfect, I just wanna change Redeem the mess, don’t erase my name Let me rise without the shame Outro If I wake up, let it be real Not a wound I’m taught to conceal Just me… learning how to breathe Alive, awake, on my knees
Tags
Dark synth-pop, cinematic R&B, moody 808s, airy falsetto, slow burn, neon gospel undertones, late-night confession vibe
3:39
No
2/10/2026