[Verse 1 – Rap]
I can’t tell when it all started to fade,
The strength I had just slipped away.
Built my walls, brick by brick,
Now they crumble, too weak to fix.
I fought for something I couldn't see,
Chasing shadows, losing me.
The harder I pushed, the harder I fell,
Trapped in this fight, I can't break the spell.
[Pre-Chorus – Sung]
I’m drowning in the mess I’ve made,
A silent scream that’s gone unsaid.
I’m searching for a way to breathe,
But I can’t escape what’s inside of me.
[Chorus – Sung]
This is the loss I can’t ignore,
I’m left with nothing, nothing more.
The weight of it is all I’ve known,
I’m sinking fast, but I’m still alone.
I never asked for this to take me down,
But I’m here, lost and out of bounds.
I’ll carry this, the cost of time,
This is my loss, this is my climb.
[Verse 2 – Rap]
I looked for answers, never found one,
Chasing hopes that never spun.
Told myself I’d make it through,
But all I saw was what I knew.
The clock is ticking, I can’t outrun,
The things I’ve lost, the things I’ve done.
I wear the scars, but I don’t regret,
I’m still standing, but I’m not set.
[Pre-Chorus – Sung]
I’m drowning in the mess I’ve made,
A silent scream that’s gone unsaid.
I’m searching for a way to breathe,
But I can’t escape what’s inside of me.
[Chorus – Sung]
This is the loss I can’t ignore,
I’m left with nothing, nothing more.
The weight of it is all I’ve known,
I’m sinking fast, but I’m still alone.
I never asked for this to take me down,
But I’m here, lost and out of bounds.
I’ll carry this, the cost of time,
This is my loss, this is my climb.
[Bridge – Screamed]
I’m not broken, just cracked apart,
I won’t give in, I’ll fight the dark.
You can’t bury what’s been lost,
I’ll rise from this, no matter the cost.
[Final Chorus – Sung with added intensity]
This is the loss I can’t ignore,
I’m left with nothing, nothing more.
The weight of it is all I’ve known,
I’m sinking fast, but I’m still alone.
I never asked for this to take me down,
But I’m here, lost and out of bounds.
I’ll carry this, the cost of time,
This is my loss, this is my climb.
[Outro – Soft singing fading to silence]
This is my loss… and I climb.
Still alive… still defined.
Stahlkrieg
