The same thoughts
keep circlin’
thoughts of worthiness
that thing said five years
ago, I been beggin’
myself to let that
shit go
stayin’ in motion
is a dream not
a notion.
tryin’ to stay on
the path but
I am tired of
waitin’ to see where
it’s goin’.
sick of the stupid
fucking curves
life keeps throwin’.
still fuckin’
holdin’ on
for that ‘sunny day’
everyone.
keeps.
talkin’.
about…
“this will make
you stronger”
that line is
a load of bullshit.
all this has done is
fuckin’ take me down
with it.
been screamin’
and shoutin’ hopin’
someone will finally
just fuckin’ listen.
but they all have
their own fuckin’
lifes to live with.
hearin’ people tellin’
me to get out of my
head, like if there
is a fuckin’ bandage
the wound hasn’t bled
what they can’t fuckin’
see they can’t understand
there is a pattern
of nefarious hands
offerin’ fake fuckin’ help
leavin’ this mind worse
off than before
and fuck that!..
fuck that!..
no more!
“this will make
you stronger”
that line is
a load of bullshit.
all this has done is
fuckin’ take me down
with it.
“this will make
you stronger”
that line is
a load of bullshit.
all this has done is
fuckin’ take me down
with it.
things keep stackin’ up
I been boiled over
I done had enough
startin’ to believe y’all
are a bit delusional
there is no light
at the end of this
tunnel
“this will make
you stronger”
that line is
a load of bullshit.
all this has done is
fuckin’ take me down
with it.
when will enough be fuckin’ enough
when will there be proof
of such a thing called
“love”? for too long
been treadin’
water while
tryin’ not to
get my head
pushed under.
needs to be mentioned
I am beyond fuckin’
exhausted
I am fuckin’ sick
from all this
“this will make
you stronger”
that line is
a load of bullshit.
all this has done is
fuckin’ take me down
with it.
all this has done is
fuckin’ take me down
with it.
all this has done is
fuckin’ take me down
with it.
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