Pain

You think that Za I smoke going to ease the pain no that Za keep a nigga insane. Now pass the bottle so I can numb the pain and get over the memories. Thinking about all the shit did to me. Lord why won’t erase the pain and memories. Remember when I called out to you it’s like you I was invincible .

It’s like everything I told you about what would hurt me it’s like you did everything to hurt me.

But uu claim uu love me but did everything in ur power to hurt me.

Not once not twice not even three times

You made or make it seem like that’s just part of life.

You hurt me even though you knew I was already hurt.

Not about the hurt uu caused but of the past hurt

I already was hanging on.

Thinking you was my safe place but to find out I was wrong all along.

You hurt me just like the ones in my past .

One thing that does hurt even more thinking you and I would last.

Question going on in my head .

But the main thing is did you want me to die lonely and heartbroken in bed. Yes I got a heart but is it beating or dying instead ?

NO but to you it was already dead.

You think that Za I smoke going to ease the pain no that Za keep a nigga insane. Now pass the bottle so I can numb the pain and get over the memories. Thinking about all the shit did to me. Lord why won’t erase the pain and memories. Remember when I called out to you it’s like you I was invincible .