Spiral

Midnight city lights blur when I’m swervin’

Heart cold but it’s you that got it burnin’

Voice in my head keep sayin’ you ain’t worth it

But every time you call, I’m back and I’m hurtin’

Shadows on the wall, demons in the room

Perfume on my hoodie, still smell like you

Said you need space but you still slide through

Say you done with me, but I know that ain’t true

We toxic, yeah I know it

You lie, but you show it

Red eyes when you roll in

Say you numb but you feel this

You said I changed, I said you did too

Now we pointin’ fingers like we bulletproof

Glass hearts shatter when the truth get loose

We both play games but I hate to lose

You tell me breathe slow

But my mind go

Every time you leave, feel my chest froze

Say you love me, but your love cold

Late night texts like “where you at?”

You swear you loyal but you movin’ back

I try to trust you but I’m losin’ that

Every memory hittin’ like a heart attack

I ain’t innocent, I admit that

I push you away then I want you back

We crash and burn but we like that

Fire in your kiss and it’s pitch black

Windows fogged up, tears on your face

Said we need God but we lost our faith

Hands on my neck, love mixed with pain

Screamin’ my name like you goin’ insane

We both outta control, yeah

We both outta our minds

Say this the last time

But it’s never the last time

Heartbeat racing when you walk away

I swear I hate you but I beg you stay

Every goodbye just decay

But I still wait for you anyway

If love a drug then we OD

You say you done but you hold me

World fade out when you’re close to me

Then you switch up and you ghost me

I’m drivin’ fast with no destination

Thoughts too loud, no hesitation

Tryna numb it with intoxication

But you still my only temptation

Maybe we broken beyond repair

Maybe we toxic but I still care

Maybe we drownin’ in our despair

But I’d rather suffocate than not have you there

Yeah… I’m losin’ my balance

You’re losin’ your patience

We call it passion

But it’s just destruction we’re facin’

Still… when you whisper you need me

I forget every reason to leave.