Spiral

Midnight city lights blur when I’m swervin’
Heart cold but it’s you that got it burnin’
Voice in my head keep sayin’ you ain’t worth it
But every time you call, I’m back and I’m hurtin’

Shadows on the wall, demons in the room
Perfume on my hoodie, still smell like you
Said you need space but you still slide through
Say you done with me, but I know that ain’t true

We toxic, yeah I know it
You lie, but you show it
Red eyes when you roll in
Say you numb but you feel this

You said I changed, I said you did too
Now we pointin’ fingers like we bulletproof
Glass hearts shatter when the truth get loose
We both play games but I hate to lose

You tell me breathe slow
But my mind go
Every time you leave, feel my chest froze
Say you love me, but your love cold

Late night texts like “where you at?”
You swear you loyal but you movin’ back
I try to trust you but I’m losin’ that
Every memory hittin’ like a heart attack

I ain’t innocent, I admit that
I push you away then I want you back
We crash and burn but we like that
Fire in your kiss and it’s pitch black

Windows fogged up, tears on your face
Said we need God but we lost our faith
Hands on my neck, love mixed with pain
Screamin’ my name like you goin’ insane

We both outta control, yeah
We both outta our minds
Say this the last time
But it’s never the last time

Heartbeat racing when you walk away
I swear I hate you but I beg you stay
Every goodbye just decay
But I still wait for you anyway

If love a drug then we OD
You say you done but you hold me
World fade out when you’re close to me
Then you switch up and you ghost me

I’m drivin’ fast with no destination
Thoughts too loud, no hesitation
Tryna numb it with intoxication
But you still my only temptation

Maybe we broken beyond repair
Maybe we toxic but I still care
Maybe we drownin’ in our despair
But I’d rather suffocate than not have you there

Yeah… I’m losin’ my balance
You’re losin’ your patience
We call it passion
But it’s just destruction we’re facin’

Still… when you whisper you need me
I forget every reason to leave.

Cutty Vibez, rap style