One Of A Kind

[Verse 1]
You said I’m hard to replace
Guess you meant hard to erase
‘Cause you cut me out
Like my name was just ink on your page
I was skipping my sleep
Booking your flights, holding receipts
Every dream that I had
I was folding it under your feet
You were my plan for forever
You were my why, my whatever
Now I’m scrolling your life from the outside
Hurts just to remember
You texting him, “how was your day?”
You used to send me that same
Now every “seen” that you leave on my phone
Feels like blame
[Chorus]
If you find better than me
I wanna meet him
Shake that man’s hand
Ask how he beats this feeling
Who gonna hold you
When your world don’t shine?
You can search this planet, girl
I’m one of a kind
Yeah, I bled for your love
You just drew the line
You can call it “moving on”
I call it a crime
If you find better than me
I hope he read your mind
‘Cause you won’t find better
I’m one of a kind (one of a kind)
[Verse 2]
You wanted space, I gave you the sky
You wanted truth, I gave you my life
You wanted time, I waited in silence
You wanted “more,” I ran out of try
Every “I got you” I said
You turned to “I got ahead”
You just packed up all that we built
Left it all in my chest for the debt
Now you’re out chasing a “maybe”
While I’m here breaking to pieces
You’ll call it “growth,” but it’s crazy
How you keep outgrowing my weakness
I ain’t saying I’m perfect
I’m just saying I worked it
I loved you in ways
You ain’t even know that you worth it
[Chorus]
If you find better than me
I wanna meet him
Shake that man’s hand
Ask how he beats this feeling
Who gonna hold you
When your world don’t shine?
You can search this planet, girl
I’m one of a kind
Yeah, I bled for your love
You just drew the line
You can call it “moving on”
I call it a crime
If you find better than me
I hope he read your mind
‘Cause you won’t find better
I’m one of a kind (yeah, one of a kind)
[Bridge]
Go ahead, go find your “upgrade” (go)
Wear that smile like it ain’t fake
When he asks who taught you love like that
Say “just a mistake”
I’ll be somewhere stitching up
Every promise you betrayed
You’ll be somewhere missing me
But acting like you’re okay
[Chorus]
If you find better than me
I wanna meet him
Look in his eyes
Ask if he feels this bleeding
Who gonna hold you
When your world don’t shine?
You can search this planet, girl
I’m one of a kind
Yeah, I bled for your love
You just crossed the line
You can chase your “something more”
I’ll still be the sign
If you find better than me
It’s only in your mind
‘Cause you won’t find better
I’m one of a kind (one of a kind, yeah)

rap, Moody melodic trap with male vocals; sparse piano over deep, knocking drums. Verses half-rapped, half-sung in a confessional tone, intimate and close-mic’d. Hook explodes with stacked harmonies and a distorted, crying lead vocal. Subtle reversed pads and distant vocal chops fill the space between lines, with a final drop to bare piano and voice.