[Intro]
Yeah
I don't know if this is love or a warning
But I still answer when you call
[Verse 1]
I love the way you love me, then I question what it means
One hand holds my heartbeat, one hand tears apart the seams
You say my name so softly, then you turn and disappear
I keep reading every silence like a message in my ear
I know your crooked habits, every promise, every scar
You make a little room for me, then move the walls too far
I call it complicated, but the truth is hard to hide
I want you close beside me while I run from you inside
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me, are we healing or just learning how to bruise?
Every door you open gives me something more to lose
[Chorus]
My ways of loving us got me confused and in love
You feel like a blade, but I still reach for your touch
It’s hate and love, tied up in the same blood
I leave, I come back, I break, I rebuild us
My ways of loving us got me confused and in love
[Verse 2]
You know the parts I bury underneath the jokes I make
You find them in the quiet, you know exactly where they ache
I say I need a minute, then I wait beside the phone
Pride says I can live without you, truth says I hate alone
You’re my favorite contradiction, my collapse and my escape
A little bit of mercy mixed with every sharp mistake
If loving you is reckless, I’ve been reckless from the start
You keep your fingerprints around the edges of my heart
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me, are we faithful to the damage that we choose?
Every time I swear I’m done, I find another excuse
[Chorus]
My ways of loving us got me confused and in love
You feel like a blade, but I still reach for your touch
It’s hate and love, tied up in the same blood
I leave, I come back, I break, I rebuild us
My ways of loving us got me confused and in love
[Bridge]
If you’re the danger, why do I feel safe?
If I’m your anchor, why you pull me under waves?
Maybe we’re not broken, maybe we’re just too much
Two hearts speaking softly with a language made of cuts
[Final Chorus]
My ways of loving us got me confused and in love
You feel like a blade, but I still reach for your touch
It’s hate and love, tied up in the same blood
I leave, I come back, I break, I rebuild us
My ways of loving us got me confused and in love
[Outro]
Confused and in love
Still choosing us
Even when I don’t know why