Heartsick

I'm heartsick, tryna fight what I feel,

Told me you loved me, but none of it real.

Now I'm alone, starin' up at the ceilin',

Hurt got me cold, I ain't usin' no chillin'.

I gave you my soul, now I’m stuck with the pain,

Walkin' through storms, can’t get out the rain.

You was my peace in a world that was hectic,

Now I’m just heartsick, love turned septic.

Used to ride 'til the wheels fall off,

Now it's silence every time I call.

You moved on like nothin’ went wrong,

I replay your lies in every song.

I was ten toes, I was real from the start,

You just dipped out and shattered my heart.

Late night thoughts, they attack with a vengeance,

Tryna move on but I’m stuck in the tension.

You don’t know the half, what you left me with,

Scars on my chest, can’t bandage this.

I'm heartsick, tryna fight what I feel,

Told me you loved me, but none of it real.

Now I'm alone, starin' up at the ceilin',

Hurt got me cold, I ain't usin' no chillin'.

I gave you my soul, now I’m stuck with the pain,

Walkin' through storms, can’t get out the rain.

You was my peace in a world that was hectic,

Now I’m just heartsick, love turned septic.

You left a hole where my heart used to be,

Now I question what’s wrong with me.

Mama said, "Boy, keep your head up high,"

But she don’t know I been dead inside.

Tryna chase dreams but I trip on the past,

I gave you forever, you gave me a mask.

Fake love, I ain’t fallin’ again,

Don’t open the door, I’m done lettin’ 'em in.

I’m good solo, don’t need no pretend,

Love like a drug, and I’m at my end.

Now I keep movin' but somethin' still missin’,

Heart in the dark, ain’t nobody listenin’.

You was my calm, now it’s chaos I’m with,

Ain’t no cure when you feelin' this heartsick.