Numb Overloaded

[Verse]
Heart heavy, head hollow, no space for sorrow,
Drifting through a day that don’t promise tomorrow.
Clock hands spinning, but the time ain't moving,
Mind like static, no signal improving.
Eyes open wide, but the world’s still blurry,
Thoughts race fast, but the feelings don’t hurry.
Searching for a tether in this deep black sky,
But I’m weightless, just floating, no reason to try.
[Prechorus]
It’s not sad, not mad, not even okay,
Just a loop in my chest, and it replays, replays.
[Chorus]
Numb overloaded, lost in the haze,
Drained and frozen, stuck in this maze.
No map, no guide, just a void to roam,
Numb overloaded, this don’t feel like home.
[Verse 2]
The mirror’s got a stranger staring back at me,
Eyes like a ghost, no light to see.
Drip drip, the faucet leaks my soul,
Every drop, another part I don’t control.
The weight of nothing crushing my spine,
Empty like a bottle, but I’m drowning in time.
Words get caught, can’t even form the pain,
A drought in my heart, but my eyes feel rain.

and female vocals delivering raw, dark, eerie synth pads, rap, emotive verses, trap beat with heavy 808s, sad, hip hop