(Verse 1)
I try to love her through the silence,
Through the sharp words and the fights
But no matter how I’m trying,
I’m still the villain in her mind
Every step feels like a battle,
Every word a loaded gun
I’m her child, not her rival—
But it feels like I’m the only one
(Pre-Chorus)
I bend, I break, I stay, I cry
She don’t see the hurt inside
I just want her to be proud
But she just tears me down out loud
(Chorus)
Why do I feel like the enemy
In the place I should feel peace?
I’m just trying to live and breathe
But she won’t let me be free
I keep on loving, through the pain
But all I get is more to take
Wish she’d see me through love’s eyes
Not as the one she has to fight
(Verse 2)
I walk on eggshells in my home
Just to keep from setting her off
But even silence can go wrong
She still swears I’m not enough
I wear a mask, I play it strong
But deep inside I’m barely holding on
All I wanted was her light
But I’m stuck living in her stormy night
(Bridge)
Do you remember when I was small?
Before the pain could build these walls
I still need you, though I hide it well
But you treat my love like it’s a spell
(Chorus)
Why do I feel like the enemy
In the place I should feel peace?
I’m just trying to live and breathe
But she won’t let me be free
I keep on loving, through the pain
But all I get is more to take
Wish she’d see me through love’s eyes
Not as the one she has to fight
(Outro)
Maybe one day she’ll understand
That I was reaching for her hand
Not to hurt, not to betray—
Just to find a little grace