The Worthy

When I go to bed in anguish

I realize part of me has vanished

When I close my eyes I panic

All I feel is sadness

For life is fickle and words are not

For my daughter has died in my arms

Waiting to rot

I have lost my hope of a dream

My family is torn at the seam

I want more for them from me

But Hope is for the Worthy

I have lost at life in almost every way

Oh a dreary dream it was,

I have lost loved ones and friends

The loneliness I didn’t choose

The sadness I retained I could never lose

Hope is for the Worthy

I can’t break open what’s remaining

I know in my heart I won’t see her again

The weight of my life is too heavy for me

No matter how strong I am, instead

Ill always be the weak man by the hospital bed

Hope is for the Worthy

Darkness can take me, I won’t plead my own case

I’ve accepted the decision from Gods grace

I wasn’t ever worthy I know I can’t face

The life that I was given was more then I could take

The weight is just to heavy, she was never for me

Hope is for the Worthy