[Intro – Solo Piano]
[Verse 1]
My life is over, my story ended
The final breath has left me now
So don't just mourn the man I was
But listen closely, hear me out
So it's time to say goodbye
I would ask you not to cry
For there's something you should know
Before you finally let me go
[Pre-Chorus]
You saw the laughter, saw the kindness
Saw the man who made you smile
But behind the eyes you looked into
I was hurting all the while
[Chorus]
I tried so hard to make things right
I tried to keep the darkness light
I gave away more than I knew
And lost myself along the road too
You saw the choices that I made
But never knew the price I paid
And though I took the wrong road too
I'm not the man you thought you knew
[Verse 2]
I spent my life trying to please you
Trying to make the whole world smile
I said that I was doing fine
When I hadn't been for quite a while
I made some choices I regretted
Sometimes fear was at the wheel
I tried to silence what was screaming
And hide the things I couldn't feel
[Chorus – Bigger]
I tried so hard to make things right
I tried to keep the darkness light
I gave away more than I knew
And lost myself along the road too
You saw the choices that I made
But never knew the price I paid
And though I took the wrong road too
I'm not the man you thought you knew
[Bridge – Pull Back, Piano and Vocal]
To the people who stood beside me
When I didn't know what to say
Who listened when the words came slowly
And never simply walked away
You saw the struggle behind the smile
And somehow helped me through the night
I may not have said the words enough
But you were there, and that was life
[Bridge 2 – Vocal Builds]
I became a man that I would have mocked
I became the man I would despise
I wore a smile when I wanted to scream
And learned to hide behind the lies
But underneath the mess I made
Was just a man who was afraid
I spent so long trying to be
The man I thought that I should be
[Instrumental – Piano and Strings Build]
[Final Chorus – Full Power]
So if you remember me, remember this
I tried to love, I tried to live
I wasn't always who I seemed
I lost myself somewhere between
The man I was and who I became
My faults, my fears, my guilt, my shame
I got it wrong so many times
But I was always trying to make things right
So don't remember only what went wrong
Remember I was fighting all along
I made mistakes, but one thing's true...
[Music Drops – Solo Piano]
I meant well.
[Pause]
I always meant well.
[Final Piano Chord]