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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Wake up on the ceiling
Heart is racing, hands like ice
Check the door again, again
Still can’t trust my eyes
Mirror says I’m breathing
But my chest says I might die
So I laugh it off at work
Say I’m just tired, just tired
[Chorus]
I self-medicate till the edges fade
Chasing sleep like a runaway train
Tell me, is it me, am I losing my way?
’Cause my mind plays tricks
And my hands still shake
Somebody help me before I break
I self-medicate
I self-medicate (oh)
[Verse 2]
Blue glow in the kitchen
Scrolling through a thousand lives
Everyone’s in color
I’m a sketch in black and white
Cancel all the plans I made
Tell them “something came up, sorry”
Truth is I’m afraid they’ll see
How loud it gets inside me
[Chorus]
I self-medicate till the edges fade
Chasing sleep like a runaway train
Tell me, is it me, am I losing my way?
’Cause my mind plays tricks
And my hands still shake
Somebody help me before I break
I self-medicate
I self-medicate (yeah)
[Bridge]
Is there a word
For halfway gone?
For crying in the shower
With your makeup on?
Is there a cure
For feeling wrong
In every single room
You’re standing in alone?
[Chorus]
I self-medicate till the edges fade
Writing prayers in the steam on the glass
Whisper “please” like a broken refrain that won’t pass
Yeah, my mind plays tricks
And my hands still shake
Somebody help me before I break
I self-medicate
I self-medicate (help me)
Details
GeneratedApr 11, 2026
Duration3:17
LanguageEnglish
Style
Moody alt-pop ballad with female vocals; soft piano and low synth pad in the verses, intimate and close to the mic. Chorus blooms with warm bass, sparse drums, and stacked harmonies on key phrases. Subtle vocoder doubles in the bridge, then pull back to near-acapella for the final hook, letting the vocal crack and breathe., sad
Credits
Prompt byvica28
ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
Anxiety, depression, self medicate, help me, feel crazy, sad song, female
