Alone

Sitting in my room feeling lonely

Afraid to even be noticed

And walk downstairs

Anxiety creeping in and hoping i won’t be seen

Grew up fearing my mom

Broke down and cried in her arms

Told her she’s the reason I am the way I am

I just don’t want to disappoint her

But then again I wish I wasn’t birthed by her

She’s my mom and I’ll always love her

I love all my family

My siblings, parents, grandparents and nephews

All of whom if I could

I would sacrifice myself and die for them

Lay my life down for them

And for the people I become acquainted to

If I respect you, you respect me

My life may be laid down for you too

That’s just the type of person I am

Loyalty to all except for myself